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one day, i will KILL my brother. grrrrrr he's so evil. pig-sheep! (lahlah: mehmehmeh)

you know, some things aren't always as it seems ok? yup goodbye!
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hello world. feeling very emo now but it's ok, i'll be the happy person to everyone, yes. i feel like typing weird so i shall.

dear great world,
sometimes it's the way we look at things, from our own point of view and different perspectives. yes so, i...

ok i changed my mind. that was stupid. let's forget about what i just typed.

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hey! school's reopening, and i've yet to complete my work! well i'm not THAT sure of what the deadlines are either, oops hahaha so i basically slacked my holiday away. ok i'm kidding. i didn't slack my holiday away. it was a busy holiday packed with many lessons and many things to handle. so probably i didn't waste it away after all.

my deepest regret is: NOT GOING SHOPPING ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG ZOMG
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hello blogger why are you turning my !@#$%&^%*^% into links???? this is so retarded hahaha i feel so lame.

i love 200 pound beauty! i love that song she sang for her audition! it's so sad and sorrowful (as in the way she sang it was like that) so emotional! aw so nice. melts my heart you know! haaha:D yupppp!

The wind knocks on my window
Over the room as small as i am
Twinkling stars, oh so beautiful
Filling the room with love

Don’t be hurt
Caressing my wound gently
Embracing me to sleep

Too hurt, exhausted to the point where i can't walk
Eyes so blurry with tears
I know that the love before me
Was never meant for me
But I will keep on smiling

If it’s short
I will still treasure the happy times we had deep in my heart

Like those stars
Embroidered in my eyes
I will love you forever

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the wind is shaking the windows, and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly
too many to count, the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don't be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me, telling me to go to sleep

though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I'm exhausted to the point where I can't walk
though my tears blur my vision
I'll still smile in front of my love that I'm not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I'll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won't cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

it's very sad. i kept crying like MAD when they played this song in the concert scene. freaking sad ok! HAHA yo lahlah our parents just don't understand. aww. and i tell you it's NOT FUN organising my stupid sister's dumb birthday party! don't keep saying it's super fun! she's such an irritating idiot grrrr i will kill her someday HAHA

haha fiona i still support you(: (: yay go go HAHA

ok have a nice day everybody. quite busy so won't post much. besides, today i'm not exactly in THE mood to post, you know? so i'm getting weird and crappy in this post. oh yay.

yes lahlah you can call me if you think i'm stupid in this post. HAHA goodbye world!
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hello world, it's all sad again because i'm left alone because my parents and my sister is gone for holiday): so i'm feeling like super alone. so don't dao me if i talk to you(: hahaha. but today is a good day, because iceskating competition was like funnnn:D

there was this super cute girl who was a penguin for spotlight, and she was like super duper cute hahah, then she was added into happy feet team production because she's a penguin too, even though she's not in hpps and she was even cuter!! hahahah i kept laughing and cheering with everyone else cause she's so cute:D everyone like loves her hahah(:

oh and the high level people are still as good as ever, so watching them is like so exciting(: and i still like my sister's coach:D haha oh and my sister got 1st for solo!:D i think she did like super well today, seriously haha best ever! she like beat this super pro girl's little sister omg haha, we were like all thinking she sure 2nd then suddenly she appear with a blue medal! (1st is blue) so happy(: yesssss and cheering is fun(: haha yup so today was exciting.

oh and my sister's team for hpps team production got first too! we were expecting 2nd too:D yay i think zhang wei rocks hahah(:

well so it was great until we had to rush off and miss the closing ceremony, cause my parents and sister had to rush off to prepare to go airport): so now i'm not exactly feeling very good. cause.. it feels sad that you're left at home and my parents arent here for me to depend on): (like if i need them to fetch me or need to ask abt things or ask them to buy me something that i'm craving for)

oh i drank 2 cups of bubbletea and had lunch at the rink HAH i was at the rink the whole day and standing almost the whole day so even though i hardly ate i drank like 2 CUPS of bubbletea): very fattening hahaha but it's nice:D

ok i'm already crapping, oh and i think i deproved in cello. ytd lesson was super funny because mr chan made me sightread some cello duet with him and i almost died because there was tenor clef and my sightreading is horrible, so he kept laughing at me-.- right. ok hahah nevermind, goodbye!